Paranoid Android
Guys can be very paranoid can't they? Even something simple as their amasing Girlfriend playfully chatting with another woman can make them act out of place.
Take for instance....... ME, yup me, what do you expect reading Rasker's blog?
Apart from trying to shake my boring barriers for clearer skies, I'm also trying to shake a paranoia of unspeakable proportions.
Just a little over a Month and a Half ago I was blessed with a sudden message from what I at first thought was another ICQ Spam Bot trying to talk to me about Viagra. After a few nasty comments and trying to blow off the supposable bot, it became painfully obvious that this "bot" was a lot smarter than others I had encountered, mainly because it turned out to be a real person.
Shoot ahead to now, dating begun within a week and we are steadily growing together and enjoying each others company, well that is until a Paranoid Android pops up.
A "Paranoid Android" to me is when you lose all rational thought and believe that all is not as well as it seems, that something, in a moments notice will tear her away from you.
Take for instance, this amasing woman is playfully chatting to a friend on the net, and she invites you into the chat, it seems a little raunchy, but really is above board. The Android triggers off, the moment a playful remark comes into play he's off running around your head at a thousand miles an hour, planting seeds of self destruction in you plotting for your own downfall.
There is no reason to be paranoid, it just happens, then comes the "you're too good for me" and trying to get away from the conversation to find the time to get over it. The problem here is this "Android" planting these thoughts into your head, because everytime you respond to a situation in a hurt manner, you are just pushing the woman you love further and further away.
Luckily for me she's understanding and is willing to to help Rasker get through it, but for all those other guys out there unable to shake the "Paranoid Android" seek some help, it does work :o).
- Rasker
Take for instance....... ME, yup me, what do you expect reading Rasker's blog?
Apart from trying to shake my boring barriers for clearer skies, I'm also trying to shake a paranoia of unspeakable proportions.
Just a little over a Month and a Half ago I was blessed with a sudden message from what I at first thought was another ICQ Spam Bot trying to talk to me about Viagra. After a few nasty comments and trying to blow off the supposable bot, it became painfully obvious that this "bot" was a lot smarter than others I had encountered, mainly because it turned out to be a real person.
Shoot ahead to now, dating begun within a week and we are steadily growing together and enjoying each others company, well that is until a Paranoid Android pops up.
A "Paranoid Android" to me is when you lose all rational thought and believe that all is not as well as it seems, that something, in a moments notice will tear her away from you.
Take for instance, this amasing woman is playfully chatting to a friend on the net, and she invites you into the chat, it seems a little raunchy, but really is above board. The Android triggers off, the moment a playful remark comes into play he's off running around your head at a thousand miles an hour, planting seeds of self destruction in you plotting for your own downfall.
There is no reason to be paranoid, it just happens, then comes the "you're too good for me" and trying to get away from the conversation to find the time to get over it. The problem here is this "Android" planting these thoughts into your head, because everytime you respond to a situation in a hurt manner, you are just pushing the woman you love further and further away.
Luckily for me she's understanding and is willing to to help Rasker get through it, but for all those other guys out there unable to shake the "Paranoid Android" seek some help, it does work :o).
- Rasker
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